May302014

I have a lot of feelings and I don’t know what to do with them.

May282014

I wish my life was an anime

because I’d definitely get the boy

8PM

I love cocktails

May272014

when I get nervous I get really boring

and so like

that sucks

how do you catch a boy?

1PM

my current interests are wine and a certain redheaded boy

but that’s nothing to write a play about

May262014
humansofnewyork:

Seen in Central Park

humansofnewyork:

Seen in Central Park

May242014

aaaaaaaaAAHHHHGGGGHHHHHHH

5PM

I just really want this

and I need to know

I just need to kinda bite the bullet and ask

but jesus im so scared

5PM

Thursday p and I accidentally walked to class together

Friday was all kinds of absurd

L and me filming a scene where we were cuddling in bed?

P and I filming a scene that was completely platonic and got turned in to flirty by the directors?

us actually kind of flirting?

eeeeehhhhh

evidently I look beautiful on camera?

"the camera loves you" a thing that was actually said in real life to me

WTF

n winking at me?

the AD blowing me a kiss?

what on earth

May212014

erg so much happened today.

tights

p saying he had to show me something.

delivering my monologue to p who jumped up to be my sight line

m and our tutor saying that even though they don’t like love speeches they liked mine

"searing moments"

praise

l saying I nearly made him cry

tutors praising me over lunch and telling me to continue with it

p saying he would love to do my scene with me

everyone saying what a shame it is for me not to be staying for 3rd year

sunday sunday sunday