I have a lot of feelings and I don’t know what to do with them.
"We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars.”
I need a place to vent an this is as good as any. You'll find quotes I like, pictures and music that calms me, and occasionally a lot of tears.
I wish my life was an anime
because I’d definitely get the boy
I love cocktails
when I get nervous I get really boring
and so like
how do you catch a boy?
my current interests are wine and a certain redheaded boy
but that’s nothing to write a play about
I just really want this
and I need to know
I just need to kinda bite the bullet and ask
but jesus im so scared
Thursday p and I accidentally walked to class together
Friday was all kinds of absurd
L and me filming a scene where we were cuddling in bed?
P and I filming a scene that was completely platonic and got turned in to flirty by the directors?
us actually kind of flirting?
evidently I look beautiful on camera?
"the camera loves you" a thing that was actually said in real life to me
n winking at me?
the AD blowing me a kiss?
what on earth
erg so much happened today.
p saying he had to show me something.
delivering my monologue to p who jumped up to be my sight line
m and our tutor saying that even though they don’t like love speeches they liked mine
l saying I nearly made him cry
tutors praising me over lunch and telling me to continue with it
p saying he would love to do my scene with me
everyone saying what a shame it is for me not to be staying for 3rd year
sunday sunday sunday