May272014

my current interests are wine and a certain redheaded boy

but that’s nothing to write a play about

May262014
humansofnewyork:

Seen in Central Park

humansofnewyork:

Seen in Central Park

May242014

aaaaaaaaAAHHHHGGGGHHHHHHH

5PM

I just really want this

and I need to know

I just need to kinda bite the bullet and ask

but jesus im so scared

5PM

Thursday p and I accidentally walked to class together

Friday was all kinds of absurd

L and me filming a scene where we were cuddling in bed?

P and I filming a scene that was completely platonic and got turned in to flirty by the directors?

us actually kind of flirting?

eeeeehhhhh

evidently I look beautiful on camera?

"the camera loves you" a thing that was actually said in real life to me

WTF

n winking at me?

the AD blowing me a kiss?

what on earth

May212014

erg so much happened today.

tights

p saying he had to show me something.

delivering my monologue to p who jumped up to be my sight line

m and our tutor saying that even though they don’t like love speeches they liked mine

"searing moments"

praise

l saying I nearly made him cry

tutors praising me over lunch and telling me to continue with it

p saying he would love to do my scene with me

everyone saying what a shame it is for me not to be staying for 3rd year

sunday sunday sunday

May202014

that moment when you know you’re either about to get what you want

or get hurt

May182014

When I was little I wanted to be a princess.
That’s not a viable option, so a movie star is close enough.

May132014

My Day:

French

actual praise about my work hell yeah hell yeah hell yeah hell yeah

"i’ll fight you."

"that’ll just turn me on love, that’s like foreplay."

hits him

"do it harder and say my name"

P teasing me for literally the entire afternoon

L teasing me then his girlfriend trying to get in on it. not as funny.

May122014

ARRGHHHHHHHH